Keiko works as a product manager for imported goods at an office in Tokyo. We met her at a cafe in Shibuya's Scramble Square, where she shared her story over pancakes. Her bright and friendly demeanor was endearing. "My sexual awakening came early. In fourth grade, I felt strange sensations when my crotch rubbed against the iron bar or my nipples touched the edge of the bathtub. My first sexual experience was in the first year of middle school with a classmate who was also a virgin. After school, we rode our bikes together to a nearby park, where we made out on a bench (kissing, light breast touching, light penis stroking). We were both excited, so we moved to a multi-purpose toilet in the public restroom. I sat on the toilet, and after a quick blowjob, he immediately came inside me. I didn't feel good or bad; I just felt him moving in and out. At 16, I had sex with my boyfriend in various places (school courtyard, rooftop, classroom after school—this time we got caught by friends), enjoying sex thoroughly. During that time, I often had sex in public toilets, under trees in parks at night, in cars, in friends' rooms, and even got caught by his parents. At 17, I had a relationship with a married man six years older than me. We had sad sex every week at love hotels. 'I love him, but he has a wife... I want to see him, I love him... it feels good...' He taught me many different kinds of sex: blindfolds, light bondage, M-spread bondage chairs, various toys, spanking, choking, irumatio, cosplay, outdoor play in parks at night, car sex, and sex in friends' rooms. Because of him, I became even more sexually aware and blossomed into soft SM. The most exciting thing was going on dates with my boyfriend during the day, wearing a miniskirt and giving him my panties to hold, going on a no-panties date. On the train or escalator, he would touch my butt or make it seem like others could see. After the date, we would go back to bed. He would caress my whole body, but he wouldn't touch my clit, just tease me. Even when he went down on me, he would just breathe on me or rub my clit with the side of his tongue, not directly touching it. When my pussy started leaking lots of love juice, I couldn't hold back anymore, and he would suck it up while eating me out until I almost came. He wouldn't let me come with his mouth, but he would use a vibrator or toys to edge me multiple times. After making me hold back my orgasm many times, he would finally make me come multiple times with a vibrator. Then we would have sex. He would thrust hard, and I would come multiple times in my pussy. In the end, he would cum on my stomach because I wanted to see his sperm. I want to go crazy with pleasure. I masturbate every morning and evening. I get pleasure from masturbation. I like edging multiple times, wanting to feel good slowly, but lately, I've been having trouble holding back because I know where I feel good. I've had a weekly groping relationship with a stranger who groped me on the train from Omiya Station to the Sobu-Shinjuku Line on my way home from work. We exchanged contact information and met every week during the crowded commute home, touching each other's butts and breasts, and putting hands in each other's pants. It was embarrassing to be groped in public, but I felt safe and excited knowing it was just about groping. In the future, I want to try a no-panties date. Just imagining it makes me wet with embarrassment, excitement, and thrill. So, do you think I'm a pervert?"
