I am considered a "mourning woman" by society. I'm not a dark or mean person, but I'm just a bit reluctant to interact with people. I only have an interest in retro games, so I've been automatically categorized. I've always had the selfish fantasy that a dick would grow out of me. Unknowingly, I called retro game friends who were too obsessed with anal sex to my home... I have some interest in sex, but I can't tell anyone, so I entrusted them.