[from master] ryoko and i dated briefly in the past. at the time, ryoko was a university student and a reader model. but just two weeks after we started dating, i had to go abroad for work, and we broke up. i thought it was too selfish to insist on a long-distance relationship with a 20-something girl while i was in my 40s. although we only had sex twice, i sensed masochistic tendencies in ryoko, and i've always regretted missing the chance to have her as my ideal masochistic partner. during that time, we reunited at a mutual friend's wedding, and i begged and persuaded the married ryoko to be with me again. the result is as you see. she had more masochistic tendencies than i imagined. [from submitter] i never thought of myself as a masochist. the only time my asshole has been touched was when my master licked it years ago. but when my master said, "ryoko is definitely a masochist," i reluctantly agreed to have a one-time relationship with him. but that one time taught me the pleasure of anal sex and being a masochist, and now i can't stay away from the pleasures of sm, even though i feel guilty towards my husband.