He seems like an ordinary old man... I'll be okay because he seems safe. He even made me a meal, and if I just smile, he won't do anything rough, right? My friends and parents are worried, but I'm not a child anymore. I can think for myself properly. Sex... I'm not unfamiliar with it. If I just endure and close my eyes, it'll be over in an instant, right? It's okay. I'm okay.