A one-and-a-half-hour commute by bicycle through vast nature. I always thought, "I wish I could bare my heart like this scenery." In a family without a father, a mother who takes care of her frail younger sister. Before I knew it, I had become unable to be selfish. My desire to "have my purity taken." Perhaps pleasure is a rite of passage for me. Nene Terakawa's 18-year-old true face.