it was just a whim... i started sugar dating so i wouldn't be left behind by everyone. maybe i was a little relaxed because it started in a peaceful atmosphere. the attack gradually became more intense, and before i knew it, i was restrained by 'papa' and strange men invaded. i resisted the forced irrumatio, but was threatened and somehow became defenseless. i was made to have sex with men one after another and was violated helplessly.