i work diligently every day, but it's a job that doesn't produce much results. i thought i was protecting my family in my own way. but now, 20 years later, my wife has completely transformed into a shrew, and my home was no longer a place to rest. the only reason i can somehow keep going is because rui is there! spending a secret weekend with rui, my younger but capable boss, just once a month. i don't know how long i can continue doing this. but this was the only place where i could feel safe.