"don't ignore bad people, be an adult who can warn them..." i said to my son casually, but those words sent us both to the depths of despair. delinquent students, angry that my son had caught them shoplifting, attacked me out of revenge. no matter how many times i apologized, i was never forgiven, and from that day on, my days of being gangbanged began. a few days later, i lost my reason in the narrow space between fear and pleasure, and started to crave them...