yesterday, i called my circle friends without permission. i know i was wrong. i'm sorry. when he told me to get into the gutter as punishment, i was surprised but felt good when kei beat me up while i was buried in the ground. when the heavy rain came and muddy water filled my nose and mouth, it was painful but i felt kei's love when my nose stung. kei, i am not shirato hana. i am just your sewer girl.