My husband is always busy with work, and I am left to care for my father-in-law. Feeling overwhelmed by the unfamiliar caregiving life, I hired a visiting caregiver. That was the beginning of everything. While my father-in-law was sleeping, I was raped by the caregiver. Since then, every visit resulted in rape, and my disgust was overshadowed by pleasure. I didn't want to admit my own foolishness, using loneliness as an excuse. But...