"i masturbate every day," says akiko gotou, 50 years old. she works at a local real estate company and is a mother of two. this spring, her youngest child entered a university in the countryside, and now she lives alone with her husband. since her children left, she has lost the drive in her life and sometimes feels lonely. her only way to comfort herself was through masturbation, and before she knew it, she had become severely addicted. however, the loneliness that couldn't be relieved eventually turned into a lewd desire to be held by anyone. witness the moment a middle-aged woman, facing a midlife crisis, trembles with joy as she finds solace in a cock, stepping into the second chapter of her life as a woman.