it started five years ago in winter… my husband's infidelity was discovered, and i was left with an indescribable loneliness. knowing or not knowing my feelings, my son's friend, shou-kun, confessed to me. even though i knew it was unforgivable, every time the younger boy desired my body, the guilt was overwhelmed by a strong, blue pleasure… in the days of repeating excuses and bodies, my feelings for him grew larger and larger….
