married for 20 years, even though we fought when i was desperately doing housework and raising children in my youth, my child has grown up and we've somehow managed to get by as a couple until now... looking back, it was all fun... but what's sad is that my husband doesn't see me at all as a "woman", and that hurts my heart more than anything. i can't stand just getting older like this anymore, so i mustered up the courage and had my first affair sex.
COSMOS Eizou
