[Closer than anyone, yet further than anyone.] Ah, I just want to become a wall... and that dream suddenly came true!? I can enjoy my crush's private life to my heart's content! I thought I was the only one who knew her "true" self...! Whaaaaat!!??!?!? Itsukaichi-san... you have a boyfriend!? And he's kind... funny... and a muscular, top-tier guy. There's no way someone like me could compete; he's a real man's man. Staring at that [boyfriend-only slutty face] she only shows to the man she loves, I cum from defeat on my own. It's frustrating... so frustrating... but my hand won't stop jerking! My brain is breaking. I love her... I love her... I love her, I love her, I love her... But, after all. I'm not good enough... I'm so weak... The most frustrating ejaculation ever. In the end, I'm just someone who "only jerks off."
