i've never had sex. of course i don't have a boyfriend. even if i did, i was dumped right away. i think i'm a boring woman. because i've always lived in the shadows. but even though i'm like that, i found someone i was interested in. he was married. i found out after i was held. there's no way he, who was living in the sunlight, would like someone like me... i was an idiot. from that day on, i changed.