no more playing around with men. from now on, i'll become a good mother and walk through life. i made that decision when i was 30 years old. since then, i've gradually realized the life plan i had in my head. but one thing i didn't expect was that i'm feeling lonely as a woman now, on the verge of turning fifty... while realizing the happiness i have, the impulse to be held by a man wells up at unexpected times. it has swelled to the point where it can no longer be suppressed. a lewd woman who blanks out her mind, drools, and greedily devours pleasure. i want to unleash that self that i've been sealing away for a long time. driven by that feeling, i came to be held by a stranger.
Jukujou Japan
