It's been three years since I became a teacher. I've gotten used to this profession and have fulfilling days. but, i had a secret that i couldn't tell anyone... the secret that [i see the student as a man]. i should have understood in my head that it was a [discrediting act]... but. it was impossible to suppress my desire or return to a teacher-student relationship. it was really triggered by something trivial... at first, the sense of guilt i felt gradually faded, and i became a woman who takes a dick in her mouth according to instinct, not a teacher...
