i love my mom so much… from the outside, it might just seem like a heartwarming parent-child love. but the love that kouji feels for his mother, miyako, is so pathologically intense that it's twisted. when kouji witnessed his parents' sex life, what welled up inside him was jealousy towards his father. he couldn't stand the thought of his father's semen being poured into his beloved mother. kouji, unable to suppress his desire to monopolize his mother's love and body, hugs miyako and confesses his forbidden feelings. "if you really love me, do it to me as a father would."