it was five years ago in winter that i dabbled in the sin of adultery. at that time, my husband's affair was discovered, and yuzuru-kun, knowing or not knowing, trembled his body and honestly conveyed his affection to me, who was heartbroken. i, who wanted to fill the loneliness, responded to his feelings even though i knew it was wrong. a young boy with a big age difference... every time i was desired, the fleeting guilt was also erased by intense sex. at first, it was just to get back at my husband, thinking it was just a fling, but my feelings for him grew day by day...
