if i endure this, my beloved mother will be happy if she is embraced by my stepfather? the man my mother remarried is my junior high school teacher, he had an eerie gaze and was difficult to deal with. after three years, what my stepfather truly desired was not my mother's love or our family, but my body. "you wouldn't want to make her sad, would you? you understand, right?" the moment we were alone, he forcefully assaulted me, impregnating me with rough sex. while my mother slept nearby, he raped me repeatedly, his madness knowing no bounds. i can never tell my mother about this.