Blessed with children and a kind husband, yet this housewife feels unfulfilled. While she used to have sex with her husband 1 or 2 times a month after their child's birth, he hasn't had an erection in about 15 years. It feels like he no longer sees me as a woman. Since then, there's been no sex, not even a kiss... With their daughter now a college student and out of the house, it's just the two of us, and the feeling of not being seen as a woman intensifies, leaving me with emptiness and sadness. The anxiety about growing older only intensifies each day... Witness the first and last infidelity of a married woman who yearns to shine as just a woman, not a wife or a mother.