Married for 20 years. Born a woman for 42 years. How long has it been since I last had sex? How many years since I last kissed? My child has grown up safely and is now a college student, and my husband is kind, allowing me to be a housewife. I'm grateful. I love him. But I'm terrified that I will just keep getting older without anyone touching me... I want sex so badly my head is about to break. I want to go on a date, hold hands, kiss, and feel my heart race. I want to be held passionately. I'm sorry, dear. Just for today, let me be a woman. Married for 20 years. My first ever cheating sex.
COSMOS Eizou
