Lately, my nighttime encounters with my husband haven't been going well. Even when I initiate, it's clear he's doing it reluctantly. No matter how much I give him head, he doesn't get hard, and we always end up stopping midway, with me just jerking him off. Our relationship isn't bad, and I don't have any complaints in daily life, but thinking that I'll have to endure sex for the rest of my life makes me feel lonely, like I'm already finished as a woman. For the last time, intending to fulfill a lifetime of sex in one day, I posted on a certain bulletin board...
