I have no sex with my kind husband. Yet, my libido continues to increase. What I'm into is chat erotica. Among them, one man became a regular, and my lonely feelings were healed, and my starving libido was satisfied. Before I knew it, I had become the one obeying his sadistic and sensual commands. My masochistic tendencies bloom with the escalating commands and the feeling of anxiety that I can't go back with each rendezvous with him.